Crazy Moms

So, I think I am beginning to understand why all moms are a little crazy (sorry moms). This understanding comes from that I think I am going a little crazy. That I am forming a person inside me and some random thing I do might have lifetime adverse effects on him is enough to drive any sane woman a little batty. For example, usually the little guy is pretty squirmy in there. But every once and a while, he takes a couple days off and barely kicks at all. Just long enough for me to start getting worried that there is something wrong with him, and then he goes back to kicking. I wish I had a window into my belly so I could peek in at him and see how he was doing, he could give me a thumbs up and then I'd leave him alone. But anyway, I think that this is just the start of my long desent into crazy motherhood. Just wait till he is a teenager and wants to drive or something like that...aaahh!